Kamusta ka na?

Ito ay para sa mga taong naging parte ng buhay natin, na di natin alam, di natin namalayan kung bakit sila biglang nawala. Tulad mo, tulad ko, sigurado akong may naiwan din ako ng di ko sinasadya.
Kamusta ka na nga pala? Naalala mo pa ba yung mga panahon na tayo'y magkasama. Sino bang mag-aakala na mauuwi sa ganitong lagay. Pero hindi ko sinasabing ikaw ang may kasalanan. Wala tayong kasalanan. Siguro dapat lang talaga na ito ay mangyari. Pero gusto ko lang sana kita ulit kamustahin.
Ako mabuti, ito masaya. Pero paminsan-minsan na-aalala kita. Ngumingiti ng walang dahilan. Narating ko na din ang aking dapat ng tutunghayan. Sana ikaw din. Masaya katulad ko. Salamat nga ulit sa lahat ng idinulat mo. Ako nga pala yung taong iniwan mo.

( Another song to sing but still in need of a melody ) 

Goodbye, February.

Tic toc goes the clock. Another school year will be gone. 3 more years to go and my life will surely be renewed. Unending list I'm gonna achieve. I hope the wind will go along with me. Wish me luck to fulfill my dreams; I'll do my part to make it happen.

I owe it to you.

This morning I realized that as I grow up I can see some qualities of my mom to myself. Maybe because of the fact that she's my mother, I came from her, literally. Lately, I've been seeing changes of hobbies, tastes/preferences. Now, I'm really excited to bake, something that she really loves. I'm looking forward for an oven this week.

When I was a kid I used to ask myself 'why does she always changes the position of the furnitures inside the house?' I really didn't get it. And guess what, this morning I was doing the same thing in my apartment. 

One of her hobbies was also planting. I didn't use to get the charm of the plants. I found it boring back then, but this morning I wanted to have some flowers in the stairs.

I'm really surprised and very glad of myself. My mother raised me up so well. She gave me and still showing  me an never ending love. I feel very lucky to have her. She never gave up to do her best just for her children's happiness. Dad is very lucky to have her too and I'm also very blessed to have them both. I love them very much and always will. 

It was love, i know.

It was love, i know. The first time I met you we sparked and you know that. I don't believe in love at first sight but I think our case was an exception. Our thing was rare, undefined but there was something we can't deny to each other. You showed me efforts, composed a song for me, which I consider as one of the most beautiful thing one can do for me, came to visit me despite the distance. But you know what? I hate the fact that I didn't arrive at the right time, that I'm far away to be with you, that we could be perfect but we just can't be.

I told myself before not to get attached, but it's inevitable. I didn't want to fall but I guess I did. I don't want to say goodbye either. I don't know if I'll be glad to see you again someday. I don't know if I should start going away from you. Should I? Won't you love waking up with the sweetest smile every morning light?

'If I make you happy don't act like it is something bad. Happiness is the best thing that one can ever give to you, so treasure me and I'll treasure you.'

-J.F

I will always cherish those moments walking at the beach at sunset. I just love the fact of observing how the sun sets rapidly. Don't you just like it when you just sit near the sea, a little bit of distance to avoid getting all wet, just your feet while looking at the beauty of the sunset itself. You can't think of anything else, just the essence of it, just simple as that. 

I've shared my passion about the sunsets and sunrise with someone in the past. I suppose he loved it like how much I loved it. Like who doesn't right? It's astonishing.

The skies at that moment is also breathtaking. The mix of different charming colors is so excellent. It always amaze me. 

Someday I'll buy a sunset painting or maybe want to do it by myself, but it would be so much better if someone special just give me one as a gift. 

Happiness is just around the corner.

Cheers for the better change.

Recently I realized that time is flashing rapidly through our eyes. I'm already 19. 4 more years and I'll be done with the preparation for the real thing, college life will be over in a blink of an eye. 

Magically, a motivation came at me today. Something pushed me, lightened me for getting back my inspiration and the reason is unknown. 

I've decided to do more mature things for me to be a better person and for my expected bright future. But every thing will be done with one step at a time. I'm planing for a project and I hope every thing will turn out fine. Although there's one thing I wanna share that I want to improve about, my writing skills. So pardon if there will be wrong grammars or spellings in my posts. Practice makes you better, right?   

In this blog, I'll be posting assorted or random stuffs I love or just wanna share about. 

Doodles!