It was love, i know.

It was love, i know. The first time I met you we sparked and you know that. I don't believe in love at first sight but I think our case was an exception. Our thing was rare, undefined but there was something we can't deny to each other. You showed me efforts, composed a song for me, which I consider as one of the most beautiful thing one can do for me, came to visit me despite the distance. But you know what? I hate the fact that I didn't arrive at the right time, that I'm far away to be with you, that we could be perfect but we just can't be.

I told myself before not to get attached, but it's inevitable. I didn't want to fall but I guess I did. I don't want to say goodbye either. I don't know if I'll be glad to see you again someday. I don't know if I should start going away from you. Should I? Won't you love waking up with the sweetest smile every morning light?

'If I make you happy don't act like it is something bad. Happiness is the best thing that one can ever give to you, so treasure me and I'll treasure you.'

-J.F